Monday, December 17, 2012

Monday Ramblings

First, I'd like to address the devastating tragedy that took place last Friday morning. My heart aches for those precious babies and brave school faculty members who lost their lives in a place that should be a safe haven. I can't even begin to fathom what the families of the victims are feeling and I hope that one day they find peace. No one should have to go through what happened Friday. Please say some extra prayers for the families and hug your babies a little tighter, every chance you get.

There's no good way to transition into my silly ramblings of my silly life in the wake of what these people are going through. I can say this weekend was spent with family and new friends, while those angels never left my mind. I felt a little luckier this weekend, that I had these people in my life. I felt lucky to wake up each morning because I know not all are so lucky.


That being said, just a little update:
Friday my husband and I stayed in and spent the night together, watching a movie and making dinner. I love nights like this. Love love love!

Saturday was nonstop for both of us. That morning, I had the second group run of my half marathon training. Over all, it was a good run. I ran for longer than I ever have before, without stopping to walk. I will absolutely confess to an ugly cry after the run though. I won't get too much into it, but I will just say I am having a hard time not comparing myself to people when we run as a group. I know, I know, you can only compete with yourself. It's just hard seeing people who are "natural runners" smoke you and you've been running months longer than they have. It's not their issue of course, it's mine, and I am working on just being proud of what my body can do. It started with just a tad bit frustration but the Farrah from Teen Mom Ugly Cry started when the trainer tried giving me a really exaggerated compliment because the other trainer told her I was having a hard time. I tried to escape to the bathroom but she followed me and all hell broke loose. I want to be faster, I want to be better. It will just take time. Thank God for that coach though. She really turned my mood around.

I started off running a 13 minute mile and the best I run is a 12. On a good day. When I'm running in the same direction the wind is blowing. Seriously. I thought by now I'd have gotten a little faster, but nope, no cigar. I never promised I wouldn't be a Debbie Downer, just promised I'd be real. This shit is hard, yall.
 
 
After I came home and showered, S and I went to do a protein bar run and some last minute Christmas shopping. We went to lunch at a place whose pizza I LOVE. S got a 10 inch pizza that I looked longingly at till it was gone and I ordered a really good grilled shrimp salad (again) but I was happy with it.
 
Saturday night the running group got together for a little Christmas gathering at one of the girls' houses. She made a huge batch of chili and we all just kind of socialized and got to know one another. It's hard to really bond when you get to the gym and take off running. We had alot of laughs and a great time. I just wish Leigh Ann could've made it! I scored two pair of these amazing socks that I love. They are seriously like running on clouds.
 Why was I touching my crotch like MJ? Who's bad?!
 
Sunday was an errand day and we did a huge grocery shopping trip to prepare for the week. I am doing low carb all week and hoping to finally get out of the 180's. You heard it here first folks, my weight has been revealed. Cringe. I will be posting some of my low/no carb meals for anyone who may be interested, some time this week and on Instagram. Follow me on there if you aren't already! My user name is evangelineevents.
 
This morning my husband and I had an early gym session and I did this workout. Man it was a killer. I hope I wake up tomorrow looking like Daisy Duke.
 
I will finally post details about the Red Bikini Challenge tomorrow, so stay tuned for that. Everyone have a great day!


21 comments:

  1. Wow! Your 180 give this 204 girl HOPE! I can barely do the couch to 5k app! You go girl! Keep it up!

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  2. You are awesome. Don't forget that. Also, really stoked to hear about this red bikini challenge! Happy Monday!

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  3. I'm trying to make it out of the 180s too. I'll be there by Friday... but then Saturday comes and I'm all 'pizza and brownies.' Fail. Hoping to get there and STAY there before Christmas. :) You are hilarious! I wish I could find a running group in my area. How did you find yours?

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  4. I know this doesn't make it better, but I totally feel ya on the comparison thing. I'm a wannabe runner myself, and all of the girls who want to workout with me after work are natural runners. I make up excuses all of the time to avoid having to run with them because it makes me feel so much worse. It's not their fault, they are very encouraging and very helpful. I just hate feeling like I'm either holding them back, or comparing myself to them the whole time. Running a 12 minute mile is no small thing chicky, that's awesome! I'm gonna have to check out those socks, they do look comfy. And you look smokin' in that royal blue top lady, even if you are touching yourself lol. Happy Monday!

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  5. The Farrah from Teen Mom, ugly cry comparison made me laugh like a crazy woman in the breakroom at work!

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  6. Hey, WELL DONE on ordering a shrimp salad and eating it right next to a delicious pizza. Seriously, you deserve mad props for not abandoning ship!

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  7. Running is definitely something you can slowly get better at as long as you consistently stay with it! Great job pushing yourself though with all your training!

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  8. I hear you on the whole comparison/running thing. I've been running for a few years now... and I've come a long way. I started out at 16+ min/mile pace. Now I can do 12-13 on a good day. But that is still slow compared to so many other runners. I still struggle, even though I know I just need to "beat" myself. ah well. I can't wait to hear about Red Bikini. I tried on my "goal" bikini today. Yikes. just yikes.

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  9. I'm looking forward to hearing about the Red Bikini challenge and joining in!

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  10. Good for you for not stopping! That's my biggest thing I have major issues with keeping going, I'd prefer to walk but I want to be a runner so bad! Keep your head up running is hard and everyone adjusts to it differently!

    Sarah J

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  11. ummm can I just give you a virtual high five on the husband eating pizza while you ate a salad?! that is great!!!! and I am sooooo jealous of your running group. so jealous. I found one in my area but it looks like a bunch of old ladies....ughhh. guess I should still put on my big girl panties and join.

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  12. There's lots of crying in running!Running is emotional and it's hard work! I think you are doing a phenominal job. Each run is different and we all have good days and bad days. It can only go up from here. Props to you for outing yourself on the weight...is it weird that I'm still not ready? Additionaly, kudos for keeping it so real! You are one brave lady. I LOVE that blue top. Love love love!

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  13. Oh honey! Don't cry, you are doing awesome and everyone has their own journey. If it was easy everyone would do it, but sticking with it is what makes you a ROCKSTAR. I'm so proud of you, even if you run a 15 minute mile :) Even now I look at skinny bitches at the gym who barely workout and think how HARD I have to workout to be the size I am. I'm a better person for my struggles though!

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  14. Oh goodness...all I can hear is Tom Hanks in A League of Their Own. LOL. You are doing great Kassie! I'm in the high 180's and have been stuck there for 2 months...so I'm going to try this low carb thing....tomorrow. LOL Love hearing about all the time you're getting to spend with the husband too, how's it going?! :D

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  15. You are AWESOME! And really, do not worry about the mile time, the important thing is that you are OUT THERE, DOING IT. Time is just a number, you are getting all the benefits of running regardless of speed :) Xo

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  16. Honestly, out of all of the bloggers I know, YOU are my biggest inspiration. You put your heart and soul into more than some people who barely break a sweat when they run. I'd much rather be inspired by somebody who works hard and wants it badly, than somebody who does it like its nothing, and doesn't even feel like it was a big deal. Bc it IS. I'm not a natural runner either, so u can totally relate to you. Big hugs and lots of cheering!

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  17. Hey girl, I think it is AWESOME you are training for a half marathon, and just remember you are lapping everybody on the couch!

    And great job making a healthy choice at lunch instead of pizza - that's never easy but once you order, you can never go back! Let's kick no-carb week in the ass, I'm so glad you are doing it too!

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  18. I want those socks! They even look extra comfy!

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  19. I totally feel you on the running, it is hard work! Can't wait to hear about the red bikini challenge!

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  20. I want in on the challenge!! MY "red bikini" will be a dress I have- its a size 4/6. I am currently a 10/12. 30 lbs is my goal, and to lower my body fat percentage. I am on IG and have lots of foods and stuff on there but will start using the hash tag!

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  21. Omg! Farrah does that the worst Ugly Cry! Haha!

    I love you, Kassie! You are so cute and so motivated and so real!

    I'm still in the 170's and have been for like the last 10 months! Oy vey! You know I'm bad with food so help me with this low carb thing! Email me your shopping lost!

    Xoxo

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